Te aMaRe SieMpRe

2012-01-25T12:55:00.003+08:00

i miss my long hair :(

heading back to NS tmrw

so, blog will be on break for a little while

dun miss me ! *winks xD

do pray that the food will magically become delicious there after CNY :D

my last little wish to all you readers out there :

don't waste time. don't think that you have plenty of time and keep putting on hold the things

you were suppose to do today. seize every opportunity you have to make the most of life.

make every day count.

love you beautiful people out there.

have a great time in school to all of you back in school this year

and to all of you in college, have a great college year.

and to all of you working, dun stress xD

and to all of you going back to NS, HAHA! xD

~hilary~

2012-01-24T01:24:00.009+08:00

delayed post

26 DECEMBER 2011
i think.....

i can't really rmbr what had happened or when exactly did this event take place
but one thing's for sure is

I WAS AT FULL HOUSE !! :D

comments : the interior design is THE BOMB !! 5 stars :D
and they also have this little clothes shop in the restaurant
so, u can shop and eat at the same time :O

the food is really damn high class
but highly recommended to bring a lot of money
coz the food there is damn pricey :O

below are few of the people i celebrated my birthday with :

there was also this little chinese exhibition at first avenue
it's so awesome how the person who did it made it so detailed

~hilary~

2012-01-20T19:25:00.004+08:00

HEY THERE PEOPLE !
i'm back !!!

in case some of you people didn't realise,
i went to langkawi to do a little research on
the many different species of monkeys :D

interesting much,
i found a couple of species which have the same DNA as the species called "HILARY"

what are their similarities to this unique and awesome species, HILARY?
they have the ability to burp numerous times too ! :D

anyway..
i juz wanna make a little update on my experience at NS
i'm back for CNY hols til the 26
and then i'm back to the prison hole again :)

but throughout my 2 or 3 weeks in NS,f
i actually learnt a lot bout the many different culture and backgrounds of the people there
it took me a few days to actually make frens due to communication problems
since i dun know mandarin and almost all the chinese there speaks mandarin

but praise be to God,
HE pulled me through and i made quite a number of frens :D

actually my main purpose of writing this post is because
i wanna encourage all of you who got elected to go to NS
to not throw away the opportunity
honestly, it's quite a fun experience eventhough it's extremely tiring
coz u dun have enough sleep everyday and classes are boring
but the activities and frens are super awesome

camy, jodene,
GO FOR NATIONAL SERVICE ~! xD

~hilary~

2011-12-28T19:57:00.004+08:00

HI THERE !
it's currently 7:58 pm :)

in about 5 days time, i'll be leaving for NS d
ghost stories bout NS camps have been scaring the shit out of me
been buying stuff for my NS

and trying to be optimistic bout this whole new experience
despite the fact that i might be bullied and
have to take cold showers early in the morning
nightmare ! xD

maybe going for NS would be good for me on the other hand
learn to be independent and courageous
and hopefully being able to figure out my future
and also maybe it's a good way to get away from everything
and i think it'll also help me grow closer to God
and be dependent upon Him throughout the challenging time

dear readers, i hope that you guys help pray for my NS trip
that i'll go there and come back in one piece xD

THANKS, i'll truly appreciate it :)

love u peeps! MUAX !

~hilary~

tidak tenang full movie

2011-12-28T19:51:00.001+08:00

people, watch this !
damn funny !

~hilary~

2011-12-28T19:22:00.005+08:00

current obsession :

CLOTHES :O
it's been so friggin long since i last shopped for clothes.
longest i've ever been on

the last time i was shopping for my prom shoes and that's it
coz i felt utterly angered by my ownself
due to my lack of ability of controlling myself whenever i pass by a clothes store
honestly, it was crucial.

so, i promised myself no more shopping
but i'm dying on the INSIDE !! HELP ME !
i'm craving like a pregnant lady and it's been so long since i've shopped
and i really really really wanna buy some new clothes *sobs

anyway..
i'm here to promote HUTZ a clothes store at jelutong *if i'm not mistaken
and the prices are quite reasonable
compared to kitschen, nichi, padini and all those high class store
the clothes are also up-to-date meaning "it's in the trend :D"

this outfit looks so sweet and innocent :D
*thumb up :)*

whassup with the model ? xD
love the outer layer, i think it's knitted or something
and it goes so well with the yellow dress :D
*TWO THUMBS UP :D

OH MY GOSH !! CRAVING !!!
saw my bro's fren wearing one of this
and i've been dying to have one of this too !!
I SUPER LOVE THE COLOUR !!

the many other collections :)
so many bright colours eh? :D

each piece cost about 30 something each except the dresses.
dresses are i think from 40-60 ?

-mummy, please please take me shopping ! -

~hilary~

2011-12-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

the super cute owls !! :D

23 december 2011

ROAD TRIP !!! :D
dim sum at anson road in the morning
couldn't enjoy the food coz stomach was being a male chicken
*thumbs up to the chee cheong fun though :D*

so, babe and i went to the ever famous tourist spot in penang called
PENANG BIRD PARK ! ♥
*thumbs up :D

couldn't help it, needed to be retarded xD

♥

due to laziness, i uploaded one photo of the bird only
keeping the rest for some other time :D
isn't the bird pweety? so colourful ! :D

the birds are so adorable !!!! :D

had so much fun annoying bf in the car with my endless stomach cramps
throughout the journey xD
had so much fun messing around with the birds ! xD

but seriously, they're like super adorable
especially the cute little owls !
juz wanna kidnap them and eat them for dinner ! xD

*thumbs up to the penang bird park :D
worth the money as the number of exhibitions were plenty :)

-love you baby ! ♥ -

~hilary~

MOV08822

2011-12-24T00:28:00.001+08:00

finally finish :D
i present to you "how to remove pimples in a picture"
enjoy ! :D

~hilary~

2011-12-23T22:14:00.010+08:00

21 DECEMBER 2011

yes, as you can see from the above picture,
which is the souvenior/sovenior/sovinuer/present xD
given to us upon attending the event
so pwetty rite ? :D

well, as usual i'm too lazy to write a lot things
so, i'll just let the pictures do the talking :D
i posted up group pictures only
coz if individual photos with one person only
would then be endless

my outfit for the day :D
credits to ru sern :D
thank u for the photo ! xD
and sorry for stealing the photo but i like this photo :D

the mc for the night on my left, chow zhu qing :D
and the CEO of a korean company on my right, mr. pak cheng yeen :D

THE DUDES ! :D
love this photo ! :D
love them all ♥
nicholas, mervyn, chee yang, saggu, jezz, wei jian :D

aww.........
NS, twins, jo, nasrun, i forgot his name xD

adrian, were u trying to mock me? xD

THE LADIES !
both dharshini and weng sim :D
all the girls just magically grew that night xD
with the help of the magic powder called "high heels" xD

5 CEKAL FOREVER ! !
AWY FOREVER ! xD
the right hand fleming rule, the husband prekash and the scandal xD

i love this photo ♥
it's ladies' night ! :D
jo, camy, jodene and aawaisha :D

together with tasha and zhu qing :D

camwhoring in merv's car before make up started smudging like mad
due to excessive dancing and sweating xD

in conclusion, it was one of the best nights EVER ! :D
too bad michelle couldn't attend :(
but still.. it was awesome ! xD

highlight for the night : RANDOM DANCING !!!
we just got high to the max ! PARTY ROCK ANTHEM ! xD

wished that the night wouldn't end :(
my face was like red to the core that night ! xD
and at the night, carsick like mad felt like vomiting in the car xD

-CHEERS TO 2011-

~hilary~

2011-12-21T13:50:00.006+08:00

Honestly, blogspot is such a cock !

I've been trying to upload the 'ways to remove pimples from your face' video
since like 10 something and it's already 2 now and i'm still loading =.=

COCK !!!! xD

anyway, to all you form 5 jambulians out there,
i bet you guys are like starting to get ready and all by now
all the beautiful young ladies are probably at the hair salon now styling their hair gorgeously
or probably at home trying to figure out how to put a straight line for your eyeliner xD
*dun worry i've been there before xD*

and all the gentleman are also probably at the hair salon, doing their hair
or maybe in the toilet, shaving ur moustache now? xD
well.. have a great time getting ready and dressing up :)

as for me, i won't be attending prom because i need to go to Kay-Elle
due to emergency reasons
so, i hope all u students enjoy urself :)

JUZ MESSING WITH YOU ! xD
but honestly, i'm not even prepared yet.
waiting for brother's friend to help me with the hair and make up
but i hope she doesn't like end up being here too late *cross fingers*
because i, honestly look like crap with pimples and bad hair
so i really do pray, they'd be able to help me with the sticky situation :O

i dun really have much expectations towards prom
because it's not like wat you see in the movies

and since it's masquerade event,
it's not like you'd suddenly dance with the prince charming and all
and you'd drop ur shoe and he'll come finding for u with that stupid shoe
SCREW MOVIES ! xD

but quite frankly people,
i wish i could get drunk tonight somehow
then i could party hard like a rockstar :D

-praying for an awesome night :) -

and btw..

TA-DA ! so cute right? :D
thanks camy and jodene :)

~hilary~

2011-12-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

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BLOOPERS :D

problem downloading the main video
RAWR!!

~hilary~

2011-12-21T10:31:00.008+08:00

hilary's modelling agency :)
*the model is posing with a maggi chicken stock and cap bayi soy sauce :D

14-15 december 2011
camy, jodene and i crashed at Copthorne Hotel for a conference on
the negotiation between UMNO and DAP to see whether they would ban education for our entire lives. sadly, they did not agree xD

sorry for my pure lameness xD

anyway, we were staying a night there and bla bla bla.. i'm lazy to write so i'll just let the pictures do the talking :D

yes , girls + camera = vain :D

LOL ! i think i infected the retarded virus xD

oh! lookie ! ppl ! can u see the food residue in my mouth? :D

it's called 'bak wan' in Hokkien aka pork BALLS xD
sorry if i'm incredibly ~~disgusting~~ awesome :D

THE APPLE MANIA!
thank you miss ooi for cutting the apple while camy and i enjoyed it xD
and pls dun kill me with the knife that ur holding !
i'll give u 50 cents ! xD

VICTORY ! :D

girls will be girls :D

C-O-P :D can you see it? :) it stands for copthorne but without the T-H-O-R-N-E :D

sry i was too bored xD

p.s. : btw, we made cooked our own stemaboat for lunch and it was AWESOME :D
*thumbs up for steamboat xD*

~hilary~

2011-12-18T13:57:00.000+08:00

i hate this.

thanks but no thanks.

2011-12-14T09:13:00.003+08:00

random shoutouts :

to jo-nyee :
i promise i'll post up the video SOON xD
soon, soon. no time wanna upload the video this week.
paiseh. paiseh xD

to michelle :
how dare you take driving classes so early RAWR !
and rmbr 27th ! u, me and jezz ! OK ! :D
i love you. MUAX ! xD

to jezzdin :
this friday can't. SRY ! SRY !
next time, next time !
AND 27th to you oso ! :D

to camy, jodene, (probably karishma and priyanna too? xD) :
FIELD TRIP ! :D
we're gonna dominate the beach !
yeah babey ! :D

to anthony dion peterson :
exchange promises !
kill u er if u break ur promise !

to adriam lim :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN ! :D

to mervyn mark richard :
dun forget to fetch me to prom
i dun wanna be left behind ! :(

to myself xD :
dun forget to buy mask
and christmas pressies

~hilary~

2011-12-14T08:55:00.004+08:00

*took this picture because jezzdin looked retardedly noobified
with the tupperware in his pocket xD

this year's friend award goes to :

*drum rolls please*

JEZZDIN CARR A/L MUTUSAMY KARRUPIAH ! :D

i know i wrote dedication posts to jo-nyee and michelle yen for crediting them for being the most awesome friends EVER
so, i would not wanna miss u out, jezz

so, here's a lil something to thank you for the everything that u have done for me
and for being my scandal throughout school years xD

we've been in the same class since form 1
and i used to hate him, THOUSAND APOLOGIES xD
but we became best friends ever since form 2
form 3 was a rough year for us indeed, THOUSAND APOLOGIES once again xD
but form 4 and form 5 we grew closer as friends :D

jezz is like my older brother
he constantly looks out for me
and i can always tell him my problems because i know he can understand and relate
he's always there for me
but sadly, i didn't really help him much in his life :(

he cracks this silly retarded non-humorous jokes
like wat do you call a sticky stuff. stick.
WTH MAN ! xD
but still, because of him, i made it through 2010 and 2011 perfectly
because he helped me through.

honestly.
i'm gonna miss him.
dun worry, i'm gonna miss you too michelle ! xD
miss cracking unfunny jokes xD
miss messing around with wei jian's mind xD
miss teasing AWY xD
miss skipping classes :D

THANKS JEZZ !
you were honestly an inspiration.
because i know u've suffered more in life than i do
but u strived through, u never gave up.
and so i shall do the same :)

-CHEERS TO FRIENDSHIPS THAT LASTS FOREVER-

~hilary~

2011-12-09T15:30:00.003+08:00

enjoy december peeps ! :)

it's the only month in the year where you have school holidays for a full month

it's the only month where you get loads of presents other than on your birthday

it's the only month where there is christmas :)

it's the only month where sharing and giving plays an important role

it's the only month where malls are beautifully decorated with angels, bells and snowflakes :D

it's the only month where my birthday falls :D

WOO~HOO !
i'll soon be officially 17 xD

-I LOVE YOU DECEMBER-
may all you readers' wishes come true :)
love you loads *hearts;

~hilary~

2011-12-09T14:59:00.002+08:00

had some interesting blogging stuff
pictures, videos with jo-nyee
wanted to post them up but dad has the camera
and he's off somewhere in the north pole

so i guess i have to delay the posts
but i promise i'll put it up soon :)

as for now,
i'm gonna be writing random stuff
as usual... :p
until the camera returns home :D

~hilary~

2011-12-08T11:11:00.012+08:00

SENIOR YEAR
*smiley face*

yup, it's our senior year for 2011
and heaven yea, we ruled the school, i think...

so, as for the last day of SPM
i needed to record every last moment with my handsome and pretty seniors
so here as some pictures dedicated to each one of them :)

the only picture i have of michelle is
a burger, a phone, a biology book and a michelle zzzzzz
didn't wanna take picture with me smore :(

HAHA ! my brother from another mother !
mr. adrian lim, goody two shoes :D

me girls from 5C
miss dharshini and miss maggie chang :)
gonna miss 5C a lot :(
and thanks for the rides home during spm, mag :D

semi-retarded people xD
mr. mervyn mark richard
been schoolmates since primary :D
he's a guy version of me :D

mr. kaveenesh ! :D
sat behind me in class.
really good boy :D

mr.nicholas, mr. ru sern, mr. pak cheng yeen, mr.wei jian, and mr. kaveenesh :D
karate kid, the dump-er xD, the korean fanatic, handsome boy xD, and the goody boy :D

ya, throw ru sern into the tong sampah ! xD

aww.. mr. om prekash :)
will miss him a lot
my husband since form 4 :D

look at that! look at that! can u spot the three twins xD
*all in blue xD*
mr. lee weng yee, mr. preetem, mr.lim chee yang, mr.saggu, mr. lee weng tatt
craziest people u'll ever meet :D
my twin, long eyelashes, NS, the loud 'POP' sound, my OTHER twin xD

i'm so proud my twin did my universal peace sign ! xD

ms. karishma !
I used to annoy her during form 2 when i sat beside her xD
she's so pretty rite ? :D

the many others that i didn't get to take pictures with :(
mr. jezzdin, mr. salman, ms. jodene, ms. jo-nyee, mr.nasrun,
ms.natasha, ms.camy, ms. michelle, ms. zhu qing

- AWW! gonna miss all of them -

cheers to a great future ahead people ! :)

~hilary~

2011-12-08T10:46:00.007+08:00

HELLO THERE PEEPS !
it's currently 10.50 am :)
i'm on the verge on killing myself as boredom has started over-powering me :)
ironic right?
i've been so used staying home doing nothing for the past 17 years
but during this december hoildays
i am so B-O-R-E-D :O

i think probably it's cause i was so looking forward to this holiday
as i am officially free from school life
but in the end, it's just a major disappointment
as for right now, i wish i could at least be studying instead of doing nothing :O

anyway..
i just wanted to grab this opportunity to say
F-R-E-E-D-O-M !! :D
eventhough it's already been 8 days since SPM ended ! :D
and..
HAHA ! POOR JUNIORS HAVING TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL NEXT YEAR ! xD

anyway..
on the last day of exam, i packed all my books, papers, stuff
and wrapped them up to be sent to the recycling centre :D

tsk.. tsk.. cutting down so many trees to produce papers
but in the end, only meant to be thrown away :D

LOOK AT THAT! HAHA!
ADIOS PAPERS ! xD

but it's so sad that went i sold it to the recycling centre
i only got 10 bucks including newspapers and tins :(

oh well !
at least it's something :D

-BYE SMKBJ !! - xD

oh !
and did u know i got the first batch for NS to langkawi?
one word : DEAD

~hilary~

my chains are gone
i've been set free
my god, my saviour
has ransomed me.

2011-12-07T02:28:00.002+08:00

upon request by loh jo-nyee :

i shall now post up a short post.
i originally wanted to blog but i just realised that it's 2.30 :O
and the best time for the skin to rejuvenate is from 12 -3
so i shall keep it short and sweet to have my beauty sleep :D

word of the day:

POOP.

it comes in many different sizes, colours and smell.
it often makes you happy once it's been released from ur body after a severe stomach pain.

what fascinates me the most
is the difference between animal poop and human poop.
dog poop is small but stinks like cow
but human poop is large but smells delicious?
like u wanna eat them eh ? :D

conclusion : poop is good.

BYE BYE :D

~hilary~

2011-12-05T11:55:00.003+08:00

HOW TO SPEND YOUR HOLIDAYS :
T-E-L-E-V-I-S-I-O-N

yup ! for lifeless people like me :D
just laze on the couch the whole day
and on the awesome television

here are some awesome programmes you need to watch :)

BEYOND THE REALM OF CONSCIENCE
this is one of the best TVB dramas ever !
how best friends turn their back on each other
and betrayal is commonly practiced back in the olden days :O

ya, it's those dynasty times TVB dramas
but the show is really damn awesome
every day on 8tv, 7pm
WATCH IT !!

90210
it's season 4 already !
W-A-T-C-H -I-T !
the casts are now in college and the drama is ten times more awesome
and it's nice to see how naomi goes against holly, the school's head whatever xD
on starworld , every thursday and friday at 8 or 7.45? xD

THE ADJUSTERS
actually the main reason why i watch this movie is only because of
RYNN !! LIN YU ZHONG !
super cute eventhough he's eye bags are like gigantic xD
on 8tv, every sunday at 8 pm :)

AND THE BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR GOES TO :

SWITCHED AT BIRTH
this is one of the most heart-warming tv show i've ever seen :)
it's about how two girls were accidentally switched from birth
and how daphne, the brunette isn't able to talk.
so touching !
and you can also learn sign language from the show :)
WATCH IT !
every thursday and friday at 8 pm on starworld :D

~hilary~

2011-12-05T11:16:00.009+08:00

HAIRSTYLES

as you might have noticed,
spm's over !

most of us school-leavers tend to do things that we can't do while still school-ing
like clubbing, hanging out with friends til the morning, dye your hair !

so, i was thinking of changing my hairstyle
coz i've been having the same hairstyle since 14
and boo-hoo ! it's boring xD

but most people say that my hair right now, suits me ? :/
in a hair dilema right now xD

but if i want to change my hairstyle,
i was thinking of going all flat and no fringe :D

to avoid spoilling your hair, it's best to keep it black :D
but i don't know if this hair is gonna make me look dumb
and making my pimples on my forehead more obvious :O

i was also thinking of curling my hair :D
but more to wavy hair instead of curly

nah ! jezz, this picture's for you :p
yoona is soooooo gorgeous.
and her hair is so pretty :)

wow ! look at the size of her boobs :O
LOL !!
i so love kim kardashian's hair
but i think asian and american's hair are different in texture
so i think it's impossible to have her hair :(

jennifer aniston.
everyone seems to love her hair
but to me, it's just a normal hairstyle ?
mid-length, no fringe, layered.

but i think the one hairstyle that suits me most is
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BALD xD

~hilary~

2011-11-28T10:55:00.010+08:00

RANDOM THINGS IN LIFE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY

1) chupa chupa lollipop :D

I know, i brought out my best model from my agency
*her only model :/
*....................SHUT UP !

2) my baby girl , HONEY !

muax ! muax ! i love you !~
*bites her ear off !

3) my PINK headphones xD

*did i mention it was pink? xD

MUSIC IS AWESOME!
and singing off-key and out of tune when you have your headphones on
IS F-A-N-T-A-B-U-L-O-U-S ~! :D

4) my bimbo face !! :D

oh ! how i love myself ! xD

5) my decorated cupboard :D

did i mention that i decorated it myself ? xD

6)STICKY !

i'll take you to the candy shop ~!
i'll lick you like a lollipop ~!

LOL !
the song is epic much !

7) and last but not least, my universal peace sign !

i bring AWESOME to the PEACE ! :D
swagger style xD

-spread the love babey ! -

^^V UNIVERSAL PEACE SIGN ! :D

~hilary~

2011-11-28T10:38:00.003+08:00

AN AMAZING GOD WE HAVE

i know i'm suppose to be studying now like a nerd
cramming chemistry and bio into my tiny little brain

but i can't help to hold back this gratitude feeling.
i know my God lives
because He never fails to listen.

there will also be a time where you desperately need Him
and you just want to hear His voice speaking to you.
I remembered when I once got really frustrated
because I wanted to hear His voice to direct the path for me
my future, my reason
but I didn't hear anything.

at times like this,
you can get so angry and tired
that sometimes you just become cold
because you think He doesn't listen.

but I'm telling you, He does.
He just finds a perfect timing to show a better answer for you in a different way.
when you feel like you're drawing apart from Him,
He will draw you back to Him.
it's just amazing.

sometimes, we just need to be patient and attentive.
when the Holy Spirit tells you in your heart to listen, just obey.
then, you would be able to see how amazing He really is.

-thank you God for letting the car to be able to start.
otherwise, we would be stuck in the middle of the road like little lost puppies xD ,
thank you God for not letting me go QB.
otherwise, i would have suffered in many different ways :D -

THANK YOU ABBA FATHER FOR YOUR BLESSINGS.

~hilary~

2011-11-25T22:06:00.004+08:00

it's true when they say that
only by losing someone, will you realise its worth.

over the past few days, i did some thinking.
i know, it's shocking to hear that HILARY ACTUALLY THINKS :O
LOL !

and i realised that this phrase does have its validity value
many of us take the people around us for-granted
only to regret at the end of the day that we suffered a great lost
by letting go of the people you love
because you chose only to see one's flaws and weakness.
it's easy to judge someone based on what you see
but everyone makes me mistakes
no one is perfect and no one is really truly good
this is because we're human !

but by judging someone just based on their mistakes
we will never be able to see the good side if that one person !
because we have our mind set by categorizing the bad people and the good people.
but who are we to judge ?
sometimes, unknowingly, we can also turn out to be selfish and hurtful :/

i think i ran a little off-topic xD
basically, what i'm trying to say is
learn to appreciate the people around you
by ignoring their flaws and weaknesses
even if it makes you feel unhappy
because once you chosen to push away someone
you may come to realise
that you might have lost the one person who truly care about you.

~hilary~

2011-11-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

yes, the little underage girl is currently man-obsessed again xD

ta-da ! look at the picture below *points down*

meet mr. oli pettigrew :)
I know right ! so HAWT ! :O
he's a Hong Kong-born British
ahh ! *melts* xD

actually some of you might have seen him before
if you're a TV-addict like ME :D

yup ! he hosts the game show called 'CASH CAB ASIA'
*two thumbs up for cash cab asia* ! :D
it's on AXN probably on the weekends, in the morning
GO WATCH !
it's friggin awesome :)

you get to test your general knowledge,
see all sorts of different passengers getting on the cab,
laugh at the passengers who gets kicked off the cab within probably 5 minutes xD,
and adore the extremely hawt host driving the cab *jaw drops * xD

he's so hawt and humorous and friendly at the same time ! :D
BUT he's married already !
NOOO !! xD

~hilary~

2011-11-10T10:39:00.003+08:00

when SPM is around the corner :

students are able to finish up a history text book within TWO days

but on a normal basis,

it takes forever to even finish up ONE chapter xD

epic much.

PROCRASTINATION.

-Malaysian students are well-known for studying the very last minute
only to suffer from massive stress and headaches.
why do we have to suffer like this ! -

LOL

~hilary~

2011-11-05T12:17:00.003+08:00

AS LONG AS YOU'RE THERE - CHARICE PEMPENGCO

All my life I’ve waited for the right moment to let you know,
I don’t wanna let you go,
But now I’ve realized there’s just no perfect time
To confess how I feel,
This much I know is real

So I’ll refuse to waste one more second without you knowin’ my heart
Baby, ‘cause I don’t need anything else but your love,
Nothing but you means a thing to me,
I’m incomplete
When you’re not there,
Holding me, touching me I swear
All of the rest could just disappear
And I wouldn’t even care,
As long as you’re there.

Take these words,
Don’t let them go unheard,
This is me reaching out,
I hope you can hear it now
‘Cause, baby my heart said stay,
Take it, it’s yours to break
I’d rather try and lose,
Than keep this love from you, yeah

Each day and night,
That I’ve kept this a secret,
It’d kill me; it’s time to share what I feel inside

*currently obsessed with this song.
i especially love the beginning part :D
thumbs up to charice :) *

~hilary~

2011-11-05T11:47:00.003+08:00

it's sad how i realised that yesterday was somewhat the last day i'll ever be in school.
it's funny how i badly want to leave school in the beginning
but now, i just wish i could forever be a student.

as i was shaking the hands of the teachers yesterday
to get their blessings and to bid farewell,
i felt like my heart just dropped as i was hugging some teachers
knowing that they had seen me grow from the very first time
i stepped into this school with my nerdy glasses and messed up hair
until today.

i want to do my best for the SPM examinations
not just for myself,
but also for my parents and the teachers
who put their hard work and hope in us.

i truly cherish the moments i had in SMKBJ
even though it was a bumpy ride
getting caught by teachers
and being called into the office twice xD
and all the crazy moments i had with my friends.

i feel truly blessed to have such a memorable experience :)
all hail SMKBJ 's fifth formers of class 2011 !

-all the best to all the SPM candidates-

~hilary~

2011-11-05T11:18:00.005+08:00

HEY PEOPLE
of this earth ! :D

i have one thing to say
PROM BABEY ! xD

super excited for prom :D
i was having second thought bout going to prom in the first place
but after paying the money and imagining how prom is going to be like..
I'M LIKE HASTA LA VISTA ! xD

i'm excited coz my table's gonna be with
the ever-annoying-but-will-ever-be-missed jezzdin carr xD
the M.C for the night babeh! miss zoe :D
the one who keng-ed me with the lee chong wei joke thing RAWR !! mr.nicholas davarn
the HANDSOME BOY ! xD mr. lim wei jian
the korean fanatic and with endless numbers of sisters! mr. pak cheng yeen :D
the husband who finds another date ! xD mr. yeoh ru sern

and you know who else is gonna bring the party?
miss loh jo-nyee, miss natasha and miss aawaisha pillai
mr. adrian lim, mr.mervyn mark richard, mr. lim chee yang,
mr. saggu, mr. om prekash, mr. kaveenesh,
my two twins, mr. lee xD
and mr. and miss etc. xD

OH YEAH !
we're gonna go CRAZZY that night !
oh yeah !~

but i'm quite disappointed because i over-spent money on shopping this month
so i dun have the balls to ask my dad to buy me a nice long dress for prom
well, i think i'll have to recycle my clothes and wear whatever i can find in my cupboard
bye bye long dress :(

i still remembered posting up this picture on my post
on december 11
saying that i would choose these items to wear to prom xD
but....................... NO MONEY ! xD
so bye bye beautiful dress :(

i know i haven't even finished my SPM
and i'm already thinking of prom xD
too excited ! xD

-this is going to be one of the best december ever made in history.
my whole week would be packed with many different activities.
AWESOME -

~hilary~

2011-11-02T00:56:00.003+08:00

BTW, did you realised that the date 56 minutes ago was

1/11/11

interesting :)

~hilary~

Justin Bieber feat. boyz ii men - fa la la (acapella)

2011-11-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

~hilary~

2011-11-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

in a state of confusion at the present moment.
uncertain about my true feelings.
just trying to shake of the thought from my mind
but it seems to keep coming back.

i hate it so much that i can't be honest with myself.
i just wish you'd know.
damn, i hate this.

i just want to trap myself in the room
and put on my headphones
and drown myself in justin bieber's christmas album

at least music will put a little comfort and ease to my soul
i realised that i actually practice what i preached after all.
when i promise something, i actually keep to my word.
shocking much :O

stop haunting me in my dreams !
empangan.

~hilary~

2011-10-29T13:43:00.002+08:00

i was google-ing my blog link..
and look what i found :

HECK YEAH!! xD
SEXAY ARMPIT.
i'm bringing sexy back . yeah ~!

yes, indeed a clean armpit is a sexy armpit

SO, HAVE YOU SHAVED?

LOL!

~hilary~

Singlish Part 4

2011-10-28T15:08:00.001+08:00

DAMN FUNNY !
the boy is soo cute !

~hilary~

2011-10-28T14:02:00.006+08:00

saw this in the newspaper few days ago.
love the dresses ! ♥
especially the blue one :D
so flowy ~! :)

movie of the week :

REAL STEEL BABEY !!~
the movie is DAMN AWESOME !
the robots in the movie are really real
they built the robots for the movie :O

hugh jackman and dakota goyo did a really good job in the movie !
thumbs up to their acting ! :)
and dakota goyo is friggin adorable
AHHHHH~!!

a definitely must watch movie!
seriously, head down to the cinemas now and grab a ticket to the movie
u won't regret it, i promise !

~hilary~

for god so loved the world,
that he gave his one and only son,
that whoever believes in him
shall not perish but have eternal life.
JOHN 3 : 16

2011-10-28T13:27:00.007+08:00

weeks back ....

AQUARIUM !

went with babe to the aquarium at .......... i forgot where
cause apparently his boss told him that the aquarium had been reconstructed
but it's still as ugly as ever :(

thank god the entrance fee was like 5 bucks or something
but we still had a great time :)

TURTLE !!

bangla that just came out from the jungle
never seen fishes before xD

it's so sad to see the aquarium in such a bad condition :(
i remembered when i was young, i used to go there A LOT
but now the fishes are like dead and the exhibits are so limited
such a disappointment.

BUT it didn't stop us from having fun ! :D
kids gone wild !~
WOOHOO~!

~hilary~

2011-10-28T12:42:00.008+08:00

when exams are near :

piles of books are seen stacking up on tables.
why?

three words : LAST MINUTE STUDY

it is common among students nowadays to procrastinate until the very last minute
before they start studying.
so, they try to cramp everything in their tiny little brain
by burning the midnight oil

yes, students go nuts!
they end up hallucinating because of lack of sleep
and eventually start eating books? xD

however....
THERE IS A SOLUTION !

the ever powerful coca-cola !!
the presence of caffeine in coke allows the students to be alert ALL NIGHT LONG !~
OH YEAH ~!

the results?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

ALL NIGHT LONG ~!
students are able to stay awake til almost 7 in the morning
WITHOUT feeling tired ! :O

OH YEAH~!

THANK YOU COCA-COLA !!

~hilary~

2011-10-24T09:42:00.005+08:00

VAIN !!
life is nothing without cam-whoring :D

off to study now.
have a great week peeps and do keep track of my blog *winks* xD

BYE PEOPLE !
~hilary~

2011-10-24T09:14:00.007+08:00

the melody of the windchime
one of the many little things i love :)

it's a song played by the wind
yet soothing to the ears.

how precious those moments.

~hilary~

2011-10-24T08:36:00.006+08:00

HELO EVERYBODY !
just like i had promised,
a post on epic faces :D

before i begin,
let us give a round of applause
for the comeback of hilary's modelling agency !! :D

it's none other than the creator, model, photographer, editor of the agency
HILARY !!! :D
so, the theme is epic faces
and here are some shots :)

but !! hold on a second !
because we have a new addition to the team
PLEASE WELCOME,
MAMA KHOO !!! *claps hand*

gorgeous ! but still ! no one can beat the real model, hilary khoo rite ? :D
BOO ! *throws banana at hilary *
xD

LAST PICTURE OF THE DAY
together with the guest of this show

YUP, OUR FACES ARE DEFINITELY MADE TO APPEAR ON TV! :D
gorgeous ! perfecto !

-i just wanna thank my mum here for what she has done for me for the past years.
she's been a great blessing to my life. she is someone i can talk to about anything and she gives me great confidence and assurance in myself. she is my best friend :)

~hilary~

2011-10-23T09:57:00.002+08:00

THIS POST IS FOR JEZZDIN CARR
the boys by SNSD is damn nice
i still can't identify their faces except sooyoung and hyoyeon
and i like their dance in the video :D
*thumbs up*

and one more thing,
GOT SCHOOL TMRW OR NOT? xD

~hilary~

2011-10-21T19:48:00.003+08:00

i was suppose to blog about epic faces today but i'm rushing for time
and my brother needs to use the laptop for his assignment
so, i shall postpone this post
and i'll come back soon to post up the epic faces post

-CHEERS TO THE WEEKEND ! -

uber excited for church every saturday
peace and serenity :)

ps: to all you bloggers out there,
PWETTY PWETTY PLEASE post up vain pictures of urself coz i love to see vain photos :)

~hilary~

2011-10-18T19:59:00.003+08:00

how awesome is that ! :D
after the haircut, my hair is so friggin cool :)
the left side of my hair reminds of justin bieber's old hairstyle :D

BIEBER FOREVER !

~hilary~

2011-10-16T12:27:00.011+08:00

30/09/2011

MICHELLE'S BELATED BIRTHDAY :)

the awesome three :D
michi, me and jezz went to 'the ever fabulous' Queensbay Mall
to celebrate mich's birthday.
CONGRATULATIONS FOR TURNING 17 ! :D
while i still patiently wait to reach 17 till the end of the year -.-

laa.. see la trying to act cool pula xD

because we went out tat day,
i tried the lil steamboat thing tat michelle ordered from sakae
and it A-W-E-S-O-M-E
gosh, feel like going to sakae sushi now to eat tat :)

HAHA ! the highlight of the day !
we call this "THE ARCADE" :D
look at jezz and michelle so focus on the drums xD
so epic man their emotions ! xD
and jezz, i won the table hockey game !

and look who we met there ! :O
we look so retarded here ! :D

yes, the ever gorgeous people.
michi, tasha and jo :)

when jezz back earlier tat day,
i then brought michelle was shopping for the first time ever ! :D
we walked around the mall til our legs were crying for mercy :D

camwhoring :D

last pic of the day with the awesome birthhday girl :)

rate for the day?
22/10 :)
HAD SUCH A GREAT DAY ! :D

~hilary~

2011-10-14T18:18:00.002+08:00

ngo mm hai bangala, ngo hai nepal

so damn funny xD

~hilary~

2011-10-14T17:49:00.005+08:00

HI THERE PPL !
just a short random post to show that i'm still alive and breathing

i was suppose to post up the pictures of the outing with jezz and michi
but i'm too lazy to transfer the pictures from my camera to the com
too much work :p
but i will do it when i'm free just not too soon :)
sry ..

JUSTIN BIEBER'S new album, UNDER THE MISTLETOE
is coming out in a few days time

woo~hoo ! PHEW~IT !! xD
super excited can't wait to hear the track he collaborates with mariah carey :D
upon hearing the release of the album, it makes me have that christmas spirit once again
CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS ! ♥
it's in 2 months and eleven days :O
*cross fingers* pls get me loads of pressies, loads and loads of pressies :D

wish i could go to GENTING HIGHLANDS this december
i'm still a roller coaster virgin :(

it would be so awesome if i get to go this year so i could enjoy my 2011 before i head to the dreaded NATIONAL SERVICE next year !! :O

k that's all for now.
adios gorgeous people :)
~hilary~

2011-10-14T17:30:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WU CHUN ! :)
i'm 4 days late in wishing you
ur the hawtest thing ever !
and i wish i could kidnap you and keep you in my house :D

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY and i love ur movies :)
been obsessed with romantic princess these few days

wu chun's the main actor and angela zhang's the main actress
but i like genie zhuo better. she's so gorgeous :)
wanna get her hairstyle, grow out my bangs :D

gorgeous .
I'M A LESBIAN xD

~hilary~

2011-10-07T10:58:00.001+08:00

LOL !
so true xD

~hilary~

2011-10-05T17:44:00.003+08:00

I can't imagine what you're going through,
but I do know from experience backing down can become a way of life.
You're a lady.
Screw the pressure, screw the scholarship.
I mean do your own thing, on your own terms, and get what you came here for.
That's what counts.

- Jay Corgan -

~hilary~

2011-10-05T17:05:00.004+08:00

hilary's fact :)

HOW TO DEAL WITH AWKWARD SITUATIONS

you know, there are times when you are put in an awkward situation
and sometimes we just don't know what to do in facing this situations
so here are some techniques on how to deal with awkward situations
so you don't get embarass when facing these situations

situation #1:
when there's a relative or friend who comes to see you and you can't figure out a
single shit they're saying cause you're not used to the different accent

what must you do?
just nod your head and laugh at anything they say
*...........................haha ya ya! haha !
*just look at the person and laugh a little assuming he's telling a joke*
coz technically most of the time, they're saying something funny xD

situation #2:
when you're in a room full of people and admist the silence, you suddenly let out a fart :O

what must you do?
blame the person next to you ! xD
or just blame anyone else by saying how rude they are
TSK ! TSK ! xD

situation #3:
you're in the middle of uploading your camwhore pics and you're mum suddenly takes a peak at the computer

what must you do?
to cover the embarassment, quickly open a new tab and pretend you're going to check your e-mail or something xD
*works all the time xD*
or just say it's your friend's neighbour's uncle's dog's picture?
............................... nope ! i dun think that will work xD

situation #4 :
you're watching a movie with your family and suddenly an 18PL scene is being shown
........................AWKWARD ! xD

what must you do?
pretend to look someplace else and not look straight into the tv
or just pretend to look at your phone, pretending someone just left u a message xD
NEVER look at ur mum or dad at that period of time coz it'll create awkwardness
leaving mum and dad guilty for having their kids watch dirty movies on TV xD

this are some of the few examples of awkward situations being faced.
so FEAR NOT when dealing with awkward situations !
just use hilary's tips and all will be well with you ! :D

~hilary~

2011-10-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

currently obsessed with :

HOT EMO GUYS

i dun know why but i've been so obsessed with these emo hairstyles
so gorgeous ! ahh !! ahh !! xD

emo is good :)

~hilary~

2011-09-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

i never really realised but my blog is 2 years 3 months old :D
HAPPY 2 YEAR OLD BIRTHDAY BLOGGIE !

you're my best friend xD

~hilary~

2011-09-30T00:06:00.003+08:00

sry i just can't seem to log off
once i start blogging, i just can't seem to stop

so let me just ramble a little of thoughts here just for a while :)
i think i'm starting to gain weight ? !
i can't seem to breathe with layer of fats blocking my breathing system ! xD

lately, i've been really trying to figure myself out.
really identifying myself well enough to know what kind of field to pursue in the future
well, basically after SPM

but the more i think, the more i realise that i don't really have a passion for anything ?
i like kids but not to the extend of cleaning up their poop xD
i like dogs but i would never take up anything to do with medicine and syringes
*i'll just faint if i see an injection taking place xD
i used to like solving people's inner emotions but lately i realise that's not what i really want
so my dream job of becoming a psychologist seems to be unclear now

and when it comes to identifying my talents and abilities,
i don't really have one ?
well, except being a human loudspeaker, or my ability to whine like a kid xD
it's really starting to make me frustrated knowing that i don't have a single clue as to
what my purpose in life is really about?
or what i should do next after SPM?

someone save me!

what's the point of getting straight A's when you don't have an aim in life?
what if my calling is to go for mission work,
then what role does education play in my life ?

~hilary~

2011-09-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

isn't it funny how cookies bought by your mum
doesn't taste as good as the one your love bought you :)

ihavelovefilledcookies! xD
♥

bye babe, have an awesome trip :)

~hilary~

2011-09-29T23:16:00.007+08:00

i didn't know yunho acted in a movie til last sunday

no limits.
showing on 8tv every sunday morning if i'm not mistaken
it's about how he strives to become a footballer
and bla de bla de bla... xD

well actually the main highlight bout this movie is ricky kim :D
super gorgeous! :)
he's in this drama too as yunho's fren
and i can't help but just stare at his face on the TV screen til my saliva starts drooling xD

CHANGMIN !! :D
why do you have to be so super cute !!!!
feel like biting his head off xD

DBSK FOREVER :)

love 'em.

~hilary~

2011-09-29T23:02:00.004+08:00

MR. KNOW IT ALL - KELLY CLARKSON

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something 'bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
'Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

So what you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see

*love this song :)
just so much power in it *

~hilary~

2011-09-29T22:24:00.005+08:00

HELLO WORLD !!

yes, as i have promised
i'll be posting up endless numbers of posts
so yea u better start reading !
i dun care , even if u dun like my blog, u have to read my posts!

you know why?

cause i'm sexay and i know it !~
well actually no, that's just a lie.
but do stop by and read my posts coz it'll mean a lot to me :)

been doing loads of blog hopping these couple of days
and i particularly like this two blogs
jessica-chaw.com
ash-oh-tonic.blogspot.com

:)

i found jessica's link on camy's friends' list
and it lead to ashley's link :)

well, basically i like thes blogs coz there were loads of vain photos in there xD
*still addicted to vain photos*
and secondly, they're kay-elle people :O
*friggin awesome*
and thirdly, their lives are ten times lively-er than mine xD
*i'm just a sad old lady xD *

so, feel free to click the links :D
i feel like i'm promoting blogs all of a sudden :D

as i was reading their blogs,
i was secretly thinking if it's possible to lie about my daily life in my blog?
just to make my life sound interesting and worth reading
so pathetic xD

*wow! today i played truant and i climbed across the school fence and ran a hundred kilometres
to balik pulau just to grab a bowl of laksa. wow! it was such a memorable experience*

.....................
on second thought, i'll just stick to my sad, miserable, lifeless life.
i choose NOT to look dumb xD
coz i'm such a lousy liar xD

anyway, tat's all for now.
have a great week and see you soon :)
bye bye :)
~hilary~

lightning don't strike
the same place twice
when you and i
said goodbye
i felt the angels cry ♥

2011-09-27T22:10:00.007+08:00

*envious*

i want the fun-filled life too :(

the more i click on links to kay-elle girls,
the more i get envious RAWRRR!!!
can i get a glimpse of the kay-elle life too? :(

YOU!
KAY-ELLE PEOPLE, STOP MAKING ME FEEL JEALOUS !!

i'm so angry i feel like shopping xD
ya, i really do wanna go shopping :(
*flats, high-waist skirts, blouse*
pls !! pls !! just somehow drop from the sky!! xD
i don't have any money to shop ! no !!!

~hilary~

2011-09-24T13:59:00.004+08:00

KAY-ELLE urge coming back again.
just visited some girls blog.
they're from kl and the life there seems to be so much fun :(

whatnow?

~hilary~

2011-09-24T13:32:00.008+08:00

date : long forgotten
place : mum's office
event taking place : sneakingly eating during work xD

this picture is juz to funny, it had to be posted up.
mum's priceless poses xD

************************************************************************************

date : hari raya eve
place : uncle osman's house
event taking place : photos for memory

dad's long lost friend, mr. osman.
two words to describe him, INCREDIBLY FUNNY :D

i never really realised but wow, my bro and me do look alike :O

*************************************************************************************

date : hari raya
place : batu feringghi
event taking place : sight see-ing

at hard rock hotel, spotted, few kids performing on a stage.
SO CUTEEE !!

HAHA! i don't know why but this picture is too hilarious xD

and once again, mum's priceless poses xD !!

~hilary~

2011-09-18T19:35:00.002+08:00

i'm dead. just dead.

SCREW YOU HISTORY PAPER !!

dear nature,
can you answer my one request and blow the school away with a large hurricane
thank you :)

~hilary~

GLEE (Kurt/Rachel) - For Good: from Wicked (Video)

2011-09-11T19:01:00.003+08:00

FOR GOOD - LEA MICHELE AND CHRIS COLFER

I’ve heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don’t know if I believe that’s true
But I know I’m who I am today
Because I knew you…

*been so addicted to this song for the past couple of days.
their voices are just WOW!
watch the video and click the full screen button ! :)

love it. love it!

~hilary~

2011-09-06T12:09:00.006+08:00

HELLO CRAPPY WORLD !
which has loads of exams and studying
and many devious ways to destroy a child's life x_x

been stressing out.
trying to cramp every single bit of information from reference books into this this tiny little brain
so very sorry for the lack of updates.

just trying my best to stay alive during this hectic week

just hanging on to God's grace to make it through this period of time.

can't wait for the end of the end of the month when i'll be free !
and i promise endless updates then :)

till then..
have a wonderful day !
and to all you SMKBJ form 5 students,
let's just commit suicide together :D

ALL THE BEST FOR TRIALS PPL !

~hilary~

hear us from heaven
touch our generation
we are your people
crying out in desperation
♥

2011-08-24T16:11:00.005+08:00

as i flip through the chemistry reference book,
there came a term that caught my eye :

antidepressants
it's a type of medicine u give to depress people

symptom of depression?
♥ feel hopeless :D
♥ loss of interest in everyday activities :D

yup, i'm quite confirm i need medication
because i have no interest in stepping out of the house
and i much rather rot and die at home :D

secondly :

antipsychotic medicine
for this, i'm quite sure everybody thinks i need tons of this medicine :D

symptoms of pyschosis:
♥ hallucination
♥ delusion

since i often talk to my imaginary self, i'm a psycho patient :)

PEACE SIGN, ^^V

last BUT NOT LEAST,
feast your eyes to this beautiful photo :)

~hilary~

2011-08-23T03:34:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt numb?
not having a single emotion yet feeling empty

have you ever felt purposeless and insecure?

have you ever felt like life is just meaningless
day in, day out it's the same old routine with life

have you ever felt powerless?
no matter how high you climb, you eventually fall to the ground once again

have you ever felt little?
like you can never accomplish anything no matter how hard you try

have you ever felt judged?
as if flaws are the only thing made visible to the people

have you ever felt regret?
opportunities, people, success just drifted away because you didn't put an effort into it

iwisheverythingwouldseemclearagain

~hilary~

2011-08-14T11:08:00.002+08:00

yes, camwhore freak returns.
if you've realised, i dun do those long post anymore :)
well, maybe i still do. a little :D
but i much prefer photos now.
they save time and are colourful :D

been really cramming studies into brain lately
*liar, u fall asleep when you study!*
*..................... tat's a lie! shut up!*

sry if haven't been updating much
and i doubt i have readers anyway xD

i juz needed to do some rambling
so, signing off now :)

HAVE A GREAT WEEK PEOPLE !

~hilary~

2011-08-14T10:47:00.008+08:00

and yet again, the christmas wait begins.
i'm starting to crave for christmas to come as quickly as possible again :)
hoping to spend it with loads of ppl this year *cross fingers*
hoping to receive clothes and shoes for christmas this year xD
can't wait to see christmas decorations all over the town :)
wishing this christmas holds a lot of promises and joy

I WANT CHRISTMAS !!!

~hilary~

2011-08-14T10:22:00.006+08:00

random thought

contemplating.

sure do miss kay-elle holidays :)

~hilary~

2011-08-14T09:45:00.003+08:00

i miss you :(

~hilary~

2011-08-05T16:43:00.006+08:00

i find them so cute together :D
BIEBER FOREVER !!

♥

selena gomez is super gorgeous
and she is THE FASHION ICON :D
love her !

yee~!! kissing! xD
so cute :)

cravings :

rawr ! i want shopping !! xD

~hilary~

2011-08-04T17:24:00.003+08:00

messing around with picnik :)
first time using it and it has the cross-process edit program tat i've long wanted :D
*thumbs up* to picnik :D

first edited photo from the oh-so-fabulous-picnik :D
i know, it sucks xD
still trying to work on the editting skills :)

~hilary~

2011-08-01T21:08:00.006+08:00

i was juz thinking about the pastor's son's wedding
which was held a couple of weeks back.
and the ironic part of it was tat the pastor said his son and daughter-in-law
actually grew up at the same state, same town, same street.
but they didn't knew of each other's existence.
and they had to travel half way around the world and met each other in US.

and it really "WOW-ED" me.
sometimes love may not look clear now
and we may feel frustrated for not finding the one true love
but who knows maybe ur wife or husband sells hokkien mee at the stall neear ur house xD
or maybe he is ur arch enemy in primary school.
or maybe he could be ur dog? :D

but whatever it is, love is definitely out there
and who knows?
sometimes maybe we do have to travel halfway around the world to find tat one person
juz like jezz, who's love is in south korea
and like ah kong who travelled across oceans to meet ahma *i think xD*

in conclusion, love is unpredictable and unimaginable
so dun give up on love juz yet even when u've been broken a million times
coz he's definitely out there
he's juz super-slow
coz he's a turtle? :D
like wat jo once said, when she meets the guy,
she's gonna whack him and ask him why he took so long? xD

~hilary~

i love you babe :)

2011-07-31T22:16:00.003+08:00

HOW DO YOU LIVE YOUR DASH? (1980-1990)

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning…to the end.

He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.

For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth…
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars…the house…the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard…
Are there things you’d like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.

If we could just slow down enough
To consider what’s true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we’ve never loved before.

If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile…
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

So, when your eulogy’s being read
With your life’s actions to rehash…
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?

-LINDA ELLIS-

~hilary~

The iNavigator

2011-07-23T13:02:00.001+08:00

~hilary~

2011-07-23T12:38:00.001+08:00

hilary's modelling agency :)
quote : to be awesome is to be ~~yourself~~ the dog

~hilary~

2011-07-23T12:23:00.003+08:00

i finally realise the reason to blog
i thought blogging was all about sharing with others
wad u did, wat ur thinking or maybe juz to post up camwhore photos of urself
*coughs* i do not do that xD

but it's actually a place where u store all ur memories
and one day when u grow up,
u can actually juz log on the page
and read through ur own blog since the first time u started blogging
and u can actually see how much u've grown and wat u've learned throughout the years

i bet most of u bloggers started out by putting loads of colours in ur post xD

-i want my blog to be full of happy and joyful experiences
so i could look back and say
"damn. i had an awesome teenage year "-

~hilary~

2011-07-23T11:44:00.009+08:00

michelle's sis's burfday
celebrated at gurney hotel, ichiban.
one word : awesome!!!! to the max!! :D

reasons: the variety of food served was AWESOME!!! XD
and loads of chicken dances preformed xD

here's the birthday girl, catherine and her family
i know, i know. my photography skills sux.
THANK YOU FOR UR COMPLIMENTS! xD

AND LOOK!
who else was there? :D
my husband who wants to divorce me :(
*inside joke*

i had fun bonding wif kakak too.
one word to describe her : AWESOME :D

:)

all in all, i had a really great time.
the games were awesome
EVEN THOUGH! i didn't win anything in the bingo game -.-

*thumbs up* to the very welcoming and joyful family
and did u realise the oh-so-stunning michelle was wearing a dress? :D
gorgeous! :D
michelle, looking forward to see-ing u wearing more dresses :)
*horny smile* xD
i think i wanna be lesbian xD

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while everyone else was busy playing and trying to win the game,

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xD

~hilary~

2011-07-23T11:21:00.003+08:00

had to post it up xD
mum's face is juz.. ....AWESOME xD

guess where we were tat time.
u wouldn't believe it xD

-i love picture time with mum-

~hilary~

2011-07-23T10:51:00.005+08:00

07/07/2011

went to gurney originally to celebrate his birthday a day after
but end up dragging him around shopping xD
I LOVE YOU! xD
but honestly, shopping was F-U-N-N-N-N-N-N-N!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH!!! xD

sushi for lunch
and mr. popper's penguin for entertainment

then we juz lepak-lepak at the beach to camwhore xD

weee~~!
had to end the day with tuition -.-
and mucus in my nose zzzzzzzzz

-i can't rmbr how many packets of tissue i used that day xD-

~hilary~

2011-07-23T10:48:00.001+08:00

my swollen-ed eye :D
AWESOME!!

~hilary~

2011-07-08T12:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just wish i could make a difference in the world.
sometimes i just wish i could take a different route in life.
sometimes i just wish i could explore the world and witness the change.
sometimes i just wish that i could just move someplace else and start anew.
sometimes i just wanna discover a change in my life.

*waiting for a miracle*

~hilary~

2011-06-18T00:19:00.001+08:00

indeed charlie brown,
so true.
~hilary~

2011-06-07T00:28:00.009+08:00

*saved this post long time ago, juz didn't have the time to post it up*

30/05/11

hi there! meet smiley! :)
smiley hates me ! :)
the end. :)
................................................ smiley hates me TT

hi there! meet michelle! :)
michelle likes to eat ! :)
michelle! jangan gelojoh ! dun worry, i'm not gonna steal ur food! :)
the end :)

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went to mich's house on monday
well, i didn't want to rot and die at home
and practically stepped out of the house for the first time in a long time
and it's not to go to school ! :O
HOW AWESOME IS TAT ! :D
............ i literally make myself sound so depressing zzzzzzzzzzzz

MOVING ON!
well, i basically spent the whole day at her house
michelle ! are you reading this ? :D
had japanese for lunch :)
THANK U AUNTY!
she's awesome :)

dude! this photo is nice! SAVE IT! SAVE IT! :D

overall, i had a really great time and she got me hooked up on PERSONAL TASTE! :D
the male and female lead are juz so compatible
and lee min ho looks friggin hawt in the movie
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! *melts*

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

03/06/2011

when dad was back, we went makan-makan at four seasons
it's kinda weird having a get together with both families O.o
why can't my life get any normal? xD

all in all, the food was awfsome and had a great time spending time wif him :)

~hilary~

2011-06-07T00:07:00.004+08:00

VAIN TO THE MAX YO! :D
yes i'm back in business.
vain kao kao coz i have no life
and this is how i fill up the empty spaces of my sad little life :D
HOW AWESOME IS TAT!

hey look at tat!
that's dad behind!
he's trying to pose for this pic too
aik! aik!! ;)

yup, dad's back for the hols but was like a 3-days thing nia
and went back so quickly :(
didn't have much time to spend together much
but i do cherish every moment
and maybe someday we'd be moving there too
fingers crossed ! :)

i love my bracelet :)
it's S-H-I-N-Y :D
and dun be afraid, the brown object's juz my arm
thank god my "hand hairs" can't be seen in this photo.
PHEW! otherwise, i think u guys would juz have a nightmare
for probably the next 21 years :D

~hilary~

2011-06-04T10:55:00.003+08:00

Viola: OK. Alright, come on, get up. I wanna trying something where I'm gonna act like a girl and you're gonna talk to me, ok?
Duke: Ew. Do, do I have to?
Viola: Yes. Cause, "I'm Viola. Duke, nice to meet you."
Duke: OK, that was creepy. You really just sounded like a girl just then.
Viola: I used to imitate my sister all the time. I got really good at it. Come on, get up. Ask me some questions and if the chemistry's right, things will just start flowin'.
Duke: Questions about what?
Viola: Anything. Ask me if I like... cheese.
Duke: [laughing] Um, ok. Do you... like... cheese?
Viola: [Girl's voice] Why yes I do. My favourite's gouda.
Duke: I like gouda too?

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It's just like what Coach says before every game:
Be not afraid of greatness, some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them.

-Duke Orsino-

~hilary~

Monte Carlo International Trailer 2

2011-05-24T13:38:00.001+08:00

MONTE CARLO TRAILER :)

~hilary~

2011-05-24T13:10:00.002+08:00

People dance because dance can change things.
One move, can bring people together.
One move, can make you believe like there's something more.
One move, can set a whole generation free.

-Moose-

~hilary~

2011-05-24T12:47:00.003+08:00

HEART SKIPS A BEAT -LENKA

Heart skips a beat, my heart skips a beat

My heart is playing tricks on me
And it's building bricks on me
I can't break through
And I can't face you

My world is turning slowly now
But it's burning up somehow
I need some time
To know what's right

'Cause it's only in the quiet that I feel some relief
I'm trying hard not to resist the joy
Don't listen to me I'm being paranoid
I might try hard but it's too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat

My heart is always first to know
And as the feeling grows
I can't deny, push those thoughts aside
My world is full of loveliness
But I focus on the stress

My heart says, "Go" but my brain says, "No"
And it's only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe

~hilary~

2011-05-24T12:41:00.004+08:00

hilary's fact :)
good things take place when you least expect them to
let go of the past
and once you do, i assure you
something more wonderful is heading your way.

~hilary~

2011-05-24T12:02:00.007+08:00

hey all!
it's currently 12 :03 pm :)

i've been lazee to blog this days
forgive me now :)

i guess it's coz when i'm in the mood for blogging,
one way or another, the laptop wud juz disappear! :O
but when i'm juz plain lazee..
darn! the friggin laptop apears right in front of my face oOo xD

well, exams over!
YAHOO!! :D
and i'm thinking of ways to entertain myself during hols
like pampering myself with dvd's :)
glue-ing myself to the tv set :D
and probably watching a whole lot of movies
AS WELL AS SHOPPING!!! *even though i'm broke :/

anyway, speaking of movies..
2 must watch movies!

FAST FIVE
no. 1 movie on my list that i recommend to watch :D
it's awesome juz like tat.
imagine even MOMS enjoying fast cars movie!
so, no doubt the movie is awesome ! :D

something borrowed
OH MY GOSH!
another awesome romantic comedy movie! :D
and i recommend u to watch with a GUY
any guy! boyfriend, brother, a male friend, father, uncle, grandfather, a male dog, a male cat, a male fish? , a male box?! get it?! get it?! mail.. box! :D
.................................................nvrm............................
coz u can actually literally annoy him with the movie
and it feels A-W-E-S-O-M-E !! xD

must watch movie during school hols :

DIARY OF A WIMPY KID
i'm so NOT gonna miss this movie
coming out on 26 MAY !! :D

so, there u have it!
a list of movies to watch for all u viewers of this blog :D

see you soon !
bye bye ^^
~hilary~

this alabaster jar is all i have of worth
i break it at your feet Lord
it's less than you deserve.
here i am, take me
as an offering
here i am giving every heart beat
for your glory.
take me.

2011-05-16T17:42:00.009+08:00

word of the day :

assymetrical dresses

they're pretty :)
i like the last one on the right bottom.
it's really edgy and stylish.
and it's BLACK!
one word, AWESOME !!

yes this is also an assymetrical dress (according to google images)
and i friggin LOVE it.
the colour, the shape, the simplicity
a MUST HAVE in shopping list :D
*daddy, i'm giving you a sign! ;)

CHIFFON DRESSES!!
another MUST HAVE in shopping list
even though i've been wanting this since last year
i wasn't able to get hold of one.

so, my target for the next shopping spree
IT'S YOU BABE!!
I'M COMING FOR YOU!!
RAWRRRR!!!

i really reaaallly reaaaarrryyy like this dress :D
it's WHITE! so pweeettyyy :)
and i really like the black outline of the dress
and the black ribbon
really pretty rite? :D

well i'm not really a BIG FAN of this dress
but it's BLUE!
well, basically i like it of the gradient
u could actually see the different colour tone
awesome :)

TURQUOISE!!
did u notice the sneakers?
how awesome is that!
sneakers and dress! xD
but that's a really pretty dress!
and i really like the photo.
so classy !

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well, i must be going through shopping fever again
it all basically started when i saw the white Voir dress ysd
*drools* my dream dress.
so close yet so far :(

u know why?
for juz a short mini dress it cost a hundred bucks :O
so, BYE BYE my beautiful dress
NOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T

honestly saying, i can't wait for this weekend
when at last! i'm free from exams and looking forward to SHOPPING!!
lalalalalala~~~!!!

- i'm just waiting for the day to come
when i no longer need to see the price tags
before buying a clothe -

~hilary~

2011-04-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

sometimes i like to keep quiet
not saying a single word
and just let random things gush through my mine.

i love you.

~hilary~

Selena Gomez & The Scene - Who Says

2011-04-24T18:44:00.002+08:00

..but when it comes to me
i wouldn't wanna be anybody else..

~hilary~

2011-04-12T19:21:00.003+08:00

HEY THERE !! =)
I'M BACK!~

i know you miss me!!
don't u bloggie? :D

yes, i know i've been for about three months, 12 days and urmm.. urmm.. AN AMOUNT OF HOURS ! :)
sry for abandoning u my dear blog :/
i got abducted my aliens and.. and.. my.... DOG ATE THE LAPTOP! O.o
^^V
*gawsh! 3 months! and u haven't even improved ur lying skills! haih.. MALU!!
*.......................shut up ar~~! i bagi u muka this time nia!

wow, i really forgot the joy of blogging and insulting myself xD
and ever since i stopped blogging, i do realize tat i haven't been taking much photos as well!
NOT EVEN VAIN PHOTOS !! :O

hilary, you're guilty of crime towards the vain world.
u shall now be punished to take vain photos of urself, now and forevermore!
AWESOME~! XD

k then,
that's all for my rants today.
juz wanted to inform u readers tat i'm still alive :)

see you soon!
BUH-BYE!! :D

~hilary~

2010-12-22T16:02:00.002+08:00

it's christmas :

~hilary~

2010-12-22T15:36:00.003+08:00

It's like all of the bad stuff that you went through that you hated along the way.
The people who disappointed you, the things that didn't go the way you wanted.
Suddenly, you feel grateful to them,
because those are the things that got you to here, to this.

-Adam Forrest-

~hilary~

2010-12-22T15:33:00.001+08:00

Unicorns, I love them. Unicorns, I love them.
Uni uni unicorns, I love them.
Uni unicorns, I could pet one if they were really real.
And they are! So I bought one so I could pet it.
Now it loves me, now I love it.
La lala la la...

~hilary~

2010-12-22T14:45:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD!! :D
it's currently 2:48 pm :)

and it's 3 more days to christmas!!!
yay !! xD
i haven't got even one present under the tree yet.. as usual xD
coz usually they come in a form of red packets :D
ching-ching babeh $$

hilary's fact :)

PRESENTS OR MONEY?
yup based on the title, i'm gonna talk bout christmas pressies :D
well, u know most ppl give money as presents
coz they think that it's better if u give money
so they can take the money and buy the present
instead of getting what he/she doesn't like

well, quite frankly, it's true.
i can't deny the fact that sometimes i get weird christmas presents
like school socks and underwear xD
nightmare. xD

but still.. i think christmas is the season of love and joy
so, to show that we love someone, shouldn't we at least put a little more effort in buying a gift?
instead of juz handing in a 5o ringgit packed in red envelope
it's a good time to think and try our very best to buy a present
that we know the person we're buying for would like it?

and it actually shows that we really really love them and we know them well enough
to buy something that they like.
ya probably it'll cost more than giving that person money
but isn't christmas all bout giving? :)

so, to all you parents.
head down to ur nearest shopping mall !
and if u dun know what ur kids want, JUZ ASK THEM !
they're more than willing to tell u what they want xD

ps : mummy, daddy, i want a SEED bag xD

like my fact?
no? well.. too bad xD

anyway..
santa's a MEAN man xD
i've been asking every year for snow to fall in Malaysia
but it never does ! pfft !! xD
i'm not gonna write u anymore letters, bearded old man ! xD

alright then..
that's it for now..
see you soon
BYE BYE~!! :)
~hilary~

oh! one more thing

HO-HO-HO!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS :)

when one door of
happiness closes,
another one opens;
but often we look so long at
the closed door that we do not see
the one which has been opened to us.

2010-12-13T13:24:00.002+08:00

when you look at the reflection of yourself in the mirror
what do you see?

~hilary~